Aside from my to-do list...

So there is this gentleman. And he has me completely confused. Let's make a list, because lists are easier for me.

Pros:
1. He is incredibly attentive and remembers random things about me.
2. He genuinely seeks out my opinion about a variety of topics.
3. He asks silly questions as an excuse to email me (you'd be surprised how dumb some of these questions have been).
4. He is kind/sensitive... those don't quite capture it. Maybe it is gentleness? He just has this quality of... goodness and honesty about him. He loves others, and it shows.
5. He clearly loves and serves the Lord.
6. He challenges me. When we talk about serious issues, he has intelligent and insightful questions that truly surprise me.
7. He is well educated.
8. Sometimes he'll say something really, really funny. And he is sort of quiet, so when he does, it is hysterical.
9. He is clearly responsible in important ways (hard worker, financially responsible, etc).
10. He is actively seeking what God wants him to do with his life.

Cons:
1. We don't have many similar interests.
2. He needs to become acquainted with the glorious invention of the Q-Tip. (Just sayin'.)
3. I'M NOT FREAKING ATTRACTED TO HIM!!!

Am I just so insanely unhealthy that I'm not attracted to this fabulous guy? What the crap is wrong with me?! Augh.

Instead I am drawn to that which is dead. I don't want to screw this up. I don't want to miss something really wonderful. But maybe I'm just genuinely not attracted to this guy? Oh, I don't know.

I'm just trying to learn.